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SDF 10PLUS - SDF MAX

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THIS IS A USB/C flash drive with ten albums plus the full new SDF 2024 LIVE album. the albums include disappear fear self title, seed in the Read more
THIS IS A USB/C flash drive with ten albums plus the full new SDF 2024 LIVE album. the albums include disappear fear self title, seed in the sahara, almost chocolate, deep soul diver, Live at the Bottom Line, no bomb is smart, tango, me too, DF05 LiVE, SONiA LiVE at the Down Home and the latest SDF LiVE (SiNK THE CENSORHiP). The quality is CD quality mp4 not MP3 like Spotify, amazon, pandora. etc. you just plug it right into your car. and voila!!
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SDF LiVE (2024) - SDF LiVE

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Actually this is not a cassette it is a USB/C flash drive. SDF in a ten piece format with Cindy Frank Rutstein, Seth Kibel, Marc Read more
Actually this is not a cassette it is a USB/C flash drive. SDF in a ten piece format with Cindy Frank Rutstein, Seth Kibel, Marc Lawrence, Howard Markman, Pete Strobl, Brain Simms, Janet Frenkil, Tobias Hurwitz and Chuck Wiliams came together and performed for over 2 hours in Beth El's Offit Auditorium. SONiA wanted to make sure Terry could experience the concert too so it was paramount they a good recording was made. And that is exactly what Tony Corelli did! Tony engineered the evening live sound and produced this 32 track recording.
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SDF 12345 - Cassette

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Includes a download of Teaching Vincent Van Gogh
ACTUALLY this is not a cassette it is a USB Flash Drive. It contains all five albums disappear fear self titled (1994), Seed in the Read more
ACTUALLY this is not a cassette it is a USB Flash Drive. It contains all five albums disappear fear self titled (1994), Seed in the Sahara(1996), DEEP Soul Diver( 1989, 1995), Almost Chocolate (1998), Live at the Bottom Line (1991). Just plugs right into your car or computer! and there is room for more of your favorite songs too.
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SDF 678910 - Cassette

$59.00

Includes a download of Twenty Three
This is NOT A CASSETTE. IT IS A USB FLASH DRIVE WITH ALL OF THE NEXT 5 SDF ALBUMS INCLUDING NO BOMB IS SMART (2004), TANGO (2006), ME, Read more
This is NOT A CASSETTE. IT IS A USB FLASH DRIVE WITH ALL OF THE NEXT 5 SDF ALBUMS INCLUDING NO BOMB IS SMART (2004), TANGO (2006), ME, TOO(1999), DF05 (2005), LIVE at the DOWN HOME (2001). No BOMB iS SMART released in 2004 produced by Bill Cuomo in Nashville, SONGS: no bomb is smart, no more songs, wont let go, ride this ride, rio's home, gangsters of love, i am the enemy TANGO released in 2006 recorded in Essex MD produced by SONiA and John Grant: special guest Laura Cerulli, tango, Big Giant Planes, Porque estamos aqui, Cayendo, Mica Moca, Telepatia Sexual, Shorashim, La Tormenta Santa,, Te Quiero, Un Medio deun pulso, Metozim Anaquim, Milliones de Cuerdas, Se Tu Aquella Me, Too released in 1999 produced by SONiA and John Grant: SONGS Me, Too, Good Morning this is god, Turtle Flowers, Grass for the Lamb, Summer in December, DF05 Songs recorded at High Sierra Festival Northern California , Kerrville Folk Festival -Texas, The Tavern Cafe in Dayton Ohio and more places. The band was SONiA vocals guitar, Laura Cerulli drums vocals and Oxygen Edge bass and occasional trumpet. It was recorded through out 2005. The Other Man, Is There Anybody Here, B>Y>O>G> Ride this Ride, Be the One, Washington WOrk SOng, No Bomb Is Smart, Wont Let Go, Rio's Song, Fix My Life, Opinon #33, Obviously, Biggest Baddest Heart, Fallin', Me, Too, Sexual Telepathy, Play the Music SONiA: LiVE AT THE DOWN HOME recorded by phil at the Down Home in Johnson City -The STONE PONY of TENNESSEE. all the favorites of the day including Box of Tissues, Deep Soul Diver, 2 Eggs over easy, Moment of Glory, Be the One, Dance All Night, Sink the Censorship, The Missing Song, Washington Work Song, Me, Too, Opinon #33, Fix My Life, Who's So Scared. SONiA is joined by percussionist Michelle Treece on the last song.
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SDF LiVE - SDF LiVE
  • SDF LiVE - SDF LiVE

SDF LiVE - SDF LiVE

it's not a cassette. its a USB/C flash drive. and it's 11 songs. and we hope you love it. sink the censorship. Washington woke song Abraham teaching Vincent Van Gogh how to play the piano imagine. fly me to the moon. and lkol leave cha. and more

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Album 23 - CD
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Album 23 - CD

Includes a download of the album Album 23
Includes a download of Ahavnu

Album 23 brings the disappear fear band from Seed in the Sahara back together with new songs that fellow musicians are already raving about. "SONiA-great production work-and don't you EVER get older?…your voice is as hopeful, young and urgent as ever! Especially loved ABRAHAM and the BIRTHDAY SONG" -Noel Stookey (Paul) Peter, Paul and Mary

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Album 23 - Signed
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Album 23 - Signed

Includes a download of the album Album 23
Includes a download of Ahavnu

Album 23 brings the disappear fear band from Seed in the Sahara back together with new songs that fellow musicians are already raving about. "SONiA-great production work-and don't you EVER get older?…your voice is as hopeful, young and urgent as ever! Especially loved ABRAHAM and the BIRTHDAY SONG" -Noel Stookey (Paul) Peter, Paul and Mary

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Album 23 - Vinyl
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Album 23 - Vinyl

Includes a download of the album Album 23
Limited Edition Album 23 Vinyl! brings the disappear fear band from Seed in the Sahara back together with new songs that fellow musicians are already raving about. "SONiA-great production work-and don't you EVER get older? Read more

Limited Edition Album 23 Vinyl! brings the disappear fear band from Seed in the Sahara back together with new songs that fellow musicians are already raving about. "SONiA-great production work-and don't you EVER get older?…your voice is as hopeful, young and urgent as ever! Especially loved ABRAHAM and the BIRTHDAY SONG" -Noel Stookey (Paul) Peter, Paul and Mary.

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Album 23 - Vinyl Signed
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Album 23 - Vinyl Signed

Includes a download of the album Album 23
Limited Edition Vinyl Signed Album 23 brings the disappear fear band from Seed in the Sahara back together with new songs that fellow musicians are already raving about. "SONiA-great production work-and don't you EVER get Read more

Limited Edition Vinyl Signed Album 23 brings the disappear fear band from Seed in the Sahara back together with new songs that fellow musicians are already raving about. "SONiA-great production work-and don't you EVER get older?…your voice is as hopeful, young and urgent as ever! Especially loved ABRAHAM and the BIRTHDAY SONG" -Noel Stookey (Paul) Peter, Paul and Mary

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Love Out Loud - CD (unsigned)
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Love Out Loud - CD (unsigned)

Includes a download of the album Love Out Loud

Love Out Loud is a compilation of SONiA's most popular LGBT songs.

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  • Love Out Loud - CD (signed)

Love Out Loud - CD (signed)

Includes a download of the album Love Out Loud

Love Out Loud is a compilation of SONiA's most popular LGBT songs.

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Love Out Loud - Vinyl (signed)
  • Love Out Loud - Vinyl (signed)

Love Out Loud - Vinyl (signed)

Includes a download of the album Love Out Loud

Special Limited Edition Rainbow Splatter Vinyl - includes a download card of the CD which has 3 bonus tracks.

Love Out Loud is a compilation of SONiA's most popular LGBT songs.

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SPECiAL DEAL - Share the Love Out Loud
  • SPECiAL DEAL - Share the Love Out Loud

SPECiAL DEAL - Share the Love Out Loud

This is a great way to share the love with everyone. 10 copies of Love Out Loud for $150. If you don't want all 10 to be SONiA's new CD, you can email us and we can add different ones in.

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Love Out Loud CD Fan Pack
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Love Out Loud CD Fan Pack

Includes a download of Love Out Loud

SONiA's brand new compilation on CD, plus poster, sticker and rainbow button.

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NEW Share The Music Gift Pack
  • NEW Share The Music Gift Pack

NEW Share The Music Gift Pack

Includes a download of BYOG (Bring Your Own God)

Mix and match 10 of SONiA's CDs to fill gaps in your collection and / or share the music as a gift. Available in hard copy are By My Silence; Live At Maximal (this double CD counts as 2 CDs); Broken Film; Get Your Phil; Blood, Bones & Baltimore; Tango; No Bomb Is Smart; Echo My Call.

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Small House No Secrets - Composer's Cut  - CD (unsigned)
  • Small House No Secrets - Composer's Cut  - CD (unsigned)

Small House No Secrets - Composer's Cut - CD (unsigned)

Includes a download of The Best Part of Kissing You

SONiA has prepared a composer's cut solo recording of "Small House, No Secrets," a musical co-written by SONiA and Jody Nusholtz. After an initial run as a limited edition, the CD is now available worldwide.

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Small House No Secrets - Composer's Cut  - CD (signed)
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Small House No Secrets - Composer's Cut - CD (signed)

Includes a download of The Best Part of Kissing You

SONiA has prepared a composer's cut solo recording of "Small House, No Secrets," a musical co-written by SONiA and Jody Nusholtz. After an initial run as a limited edition, the CD is now available worldwide.

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By My Silence - CD (unsigned)
  • By My Silence - CD (unsigned)

By My Silence - CD (unsigned)

On September 1 on my way to Poland I was delayed by Nazi Rallies. My experience touring all around Germany has been so positive and I feel we cannot let scapegoat idiocracy destroy our liberty. With the rise of Read more

On September 1 on my way to Poland I was delayed by Nazi Rallies. My experience touring all around Germany has been so positive and I feel we cannot let scapegoat idiocracy destroy our liberty. With the rise of anti-Semitism it is urgent to sing about these issues in a new/old way. On Oct 26 I finished the recording and unplugged for Shabbat. Saturday night I turned the TV back on to the horror of that morning in Pittsburgh. It is my hope and belief that music can bring us the power of grace over the rise of hatred.

By My Silence the CD by SONiA disappear fear release date: November 26 2018 10 fresh new recordings- 5 songs written by SONiA, Hallelujah by Leonard Cohen, Hatikvah, 2 Hebrew Folk songs, one song in Kurdish and the ever requested By My Silence written by Ellen Bukstel and Nick Annis. Shipping - Early December CD includes full song lyrics in English, Kurdish and Hebrew. FILE UNDER FOLK, Jewish Folk Music, International Folk Music and Rockabilly. UPC Code 683553101921

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By My Silence - CD (signed)

On September 1 on my way to Poland I was delayed by Nazi Rallies. My experience touring all around Germany has been so positive and I feel we cannot let scapegoat idiocracy destroy our liberty. With the rise of Read more

On September 1 on my way to Poland I was delayed by Nazi Rallies. My experience touring all around Germany has been so positive and I feel we cannot let scapegoat idiocracy destroy our liberty. With the rise of anti-Semitism it is urgent to sing about these issues in a new/old way. On Oct 26 I finished the recording and unplugged for Shabbat. Saturday night I turned the TV back on to the horror of that morning in Pittsburgh. It is my hope and belief that music can bring us the power of grace over the rise of hatred.

By My Silence the CD by SONiA disappear fear release date: November 26 2018 10 fresh new recordings- 5 songs written by SONiA, Hallelujah by Leonard Cohen, Hatikvah, 2 Hebrew Folk songs, one song in Kurdish and the ever requested By My Silence written by Ellen Bukstel and Nick Annis. Shipping - Early December CD includes full song lyrics in English, Kurdish and Hebrew. FILE UNDER FOLK, Jewish Folk Music, International Folk Music and Rockabilly.

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SDF 678910 - Cassette
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SDF 678910 - Cassette

Includes a download of Twenty Three
This is NOT A CASSETTE. IT IS A USB FLASH DRIVE WITH ALL OF THE NEXT 5 SDF ALBUMS INCLUDING NO BOMB IS SMART (2004), TANGO (2006), ME, TOO(1999), DF05 (2005), LIVE at the DOWN HOME (2001). No BOMB iS SMART released in 2004 Read more

This is NOT A CASSETTE. IT IS A USB FLASH DRIVE WITH ALL OF THE NEXT 5 SDF ALBUMS INCLUDING NO BOMB IS SMART (2004), TANGO (2006), ME, TOO(1999), DF05 (2005), LIVE at the DOWN HOME (2001). No BOMB iS SMART released in 2004 produced by Bill Cuomo in Nashville, SONGS: no bomb is smart, no more songs, wont let go, ride this ride, rio's home, gangsters of love, i am the enemy

TANGO released in 2006 recorded in Essex MD produced by SONiA and John Grant: special guest Laura Cerulli, tango, Big Giant Planes, Porque estamos aqui, Cayendo, Mica Moca, Telepatia Sexual, Shorashim, La Tormenta Santa,, Te Quiero, Un Medio deun pulso, Metozim Anaquim, Milliones de Cuerdas, Se Tu Aquella

Me, Too released in 1999 produced by SONiA and John Grant: SONGS Me, Too, Good Morning this is god, Turtle Flowers, Grass for the Lamb, Summer in December,

DF05

Songs recorded at High Sierra Festival Northern California , Kerrville Folk Festival -Texas, The Tavern Cafe in Dayton Ohio and more places. The band was SONiA vocals guitar, Laura Cerulli drums vocals and Oxygen Edge bass and occasional trumpet. It was recorded through out 2005. The Other Man, Is There Anybody Here, B>Y>O>G> Ride this Ride, Be the One, Washington WOrk SOng, No Bomb Is Smart, Wont Let Go, Rio's Song, Fix My Life, Opinon #33, Obviously, Biggest Baddest Heart, Fallin', Me, Too, Sexual Telepathy, Play the Music

SONiA: LiVE AT THE DOWN HOME

recorded by phil at the Down Home in Johnson City -The STONE PONY of TENNESSEE.

all the favorites of the day including Box of Tissues, Deep Soul Diver, 2 Eggs over easy, Moment of Glory, Be the One, Dance All Night, Sink the Censorship, The Missing Song, Washington Work Song, Me, Too, Opinon #33, Fix My Life, Who's So Scared. SONiA is joined by percussionist Michelle Treece on the last song.

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CD - SOLD OUT (download available)
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CD - SOLD OUT (download available)

Recorded from Christmas to New Year’s in 1993/4 with multi Grammy and Oscar winning Craig Krampf in the dummer’s and producer’s chair. This first self titled CD earned much acclaim including the fastest selling CD on Read more

Recorded from Christmas to New Year’s in 1993/4 with multi Grammy and Oscar winning Craig Krampf in the dummer’s and producer’s chair. This first self titled CD earned much acclaim including the fastest selling CD on Philo/Rounder out of the box, GLAAD Award for best album of 1994 (Elton John preceeding years’ recipient) and Mix Magazine’s Top 25 of 1994 just behind Elvis Costello. It has a stellar line up of Nashville’s Best including Grammy winning Kenny Greenberg (Amy Grant) Don Kerce (Tommy Dorsey Band) Pete Wiles Jon Carrol (Mary Chapin Carpenter). It features the real touring band members as well Marc Lawrence, Mike Alexander, Howard Markman and Brian Simms. Special guests on background vocals Indigo Girls and Janis Ian.

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Broken Film - CD (unsigned)
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Broken Film - CD (unsigned)

Includes a download of the album Broken Film
Includes a download of Perfect Shade (Blue)
This is SONiA’s 17th CD, which was recorded in Nashville in December of 2012 with Mike Poole engineering and guitarist Don Conoscenti on lead guitar, Don Kerce on bass and drummer Brian Owings. Also touring disappear band Read more

This is SONiA’s 17th CD, which was recorded in Nashville in December of 2012 with Mike Poole engineering and guitarist Don Conoscenti on lead guitar, Don Kerce on bass and drummer Brian Owings. Also touring disappear band are percussionist / vocalist Laura Cerulli (from Mama’s Black Sheep), violinist Helen Hausmann and NYC vocalist Elaine Romanelli. Bringing it all together is Sound Engineer / Co-Producer Mike Poole This is a Must Have for your SONiA disappear fear collection.

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CD - SOLD OUT (download available)
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CD - SOLD OUT (download available)

This 1996 disappear fear CD, produced by Roy Bittan, keyboard player from the E street band, features many favorite songs of disappear fear fans, including title song "Seed in the Sahara," "Michelangelo" and "B.Y.O.G."

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Small House No Secrets - Composer's Cut - CD
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Small House No Secrets - Composer's Cut - CD

This dram-sical is a dramatic play with songs. The story was written by Jody Nusholtz and the songs were written by Sonia Rutstein. Liz finds herself at 40 years old a successful advertising executive yet lonely for real Read more

This dram-sical is a dramatic play with songs. The story was written by Jody Nusholtz and the songs were written by Sonia Rutstein. Liz finds herself at 40 years old a successful advertising executive yet lonely for real love. Many secrets are revealed this one thanksgiving when a former lesbian lover shows up at Liz’s cousins house. Humorous, scandalous and delicious!

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LiVE at MAXiMAL - Double Deluxe Live CD (signed)
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LiVE at MAXiMAL - Double Deluxe Live CD (signed)

SONiA’s latest Double Live CD (2016). “LiVE at MAXiMAL” is from SONiA’s performance at a concert In Rodgau, Germany. 20 songs of "real and passionate bubbling up acoustic energy" (The Folk Beast). Grammy Contender for BEST FOLK ALBUM at 59th Grammy Awards, Feb 12, 2016.

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No Bomb is Smart - CD (unsigned)
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No Bomb is Smart - CD (unsigned)

Includes a download of the album No Bomb is Smart
Includes a download of No Bomb is Smart
Recorded in Nashville with a stellar Grammy lineup of producers and musicians and featuring the luxurious harmonies of CiNDY Frank (the original sound of disappear fear). The first song is a beautiful rendition of the Phil Read more

Recorded in Nashville with a stellar Grammy lineup of producers and musicians and featuring the luxurious harmonies of CiNDY Frank (the original sound of disappear fear). The first song is a beautiful rendition of the Phil Ochs tune "No More Songs." The other 11 tracks are penned and delivered by SONiA with the full proof insurance of Craig Krampf on drums and knees, Glen Worf on bass, Bill Cuomo on strings and organs, Ed Snodderly on mandola and dobro... and more, more, more.

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By My Silence - CD
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By My Silence - CD

While traveling from Germany into a Poland September 1 2019 I was faced with detours due to the Nazi parades in varies small cities along the eastern part of Germany. My whole premise to visit Poland was to discover my Read more

While traveling from Germany into a Poland September 1 2019 I was faced with detours due to the Nazi parades in varies small cities along the eastern part of Germany. My whole premise to visit Poland was to discover my past. The ugliness of these demonstrations reminded me that the propaganda of fear is alive and kicking and prompted me to write new songs addressing anti semitism of yesterday and today. And also to acknowledge that Germany as a whole culture has grown and leaned from her mistakes. I recorded several jewish popular prayers and Leonard Cohen’s “Hallelujah.”

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tango - CD (unsigned)
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tango - CD (unsigned)

Includes a download of the album tango
Includes a download of Shorashim
"tango" is SONiA disappear fear's dance with the World. Award-winning American-born singer/songwriter SONiA Rutstein composes 12 songs in Spanish, Hebrew, Arabic, and English creating a Latin-Middle Eastern folk-pop sound. Read more

"tango" is SONiA disappear fear's dance with the World. Award-winning American-born singer/songwriter SONiA Rutstein composes 12 songs in Spanish, Hebrew, Arabic, and English creating a Latin-Middle Eastern folk-pop sound. True to her lifelong cause of a world without fear, these songs weave political trials of love and romance next to heartfelt political ideologies. The songs combine the indigenous sounds of djembes, tin whistles, violins, and acoustic guitars, and resonate with the harmonies of disappear fear. Making guest appearances are Rabbi Elizabeth Bolton and members of the original disappear fear band. Lyrics are included in a colorful 24-page booklet written in all four languages and illustrated with SONiA's original paintings.

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Get Your Phil - CD (unsigned)
  • Get Your Phil - CD (unsigned)

Get Your Phil - CD (unsigned)

Includes a download of the album Get Your Phil
Includes a download of I've Had Her

SONiA disappear fear peforming ten songs written by the late Phil Ochs. This CD presents the harmonizing vocals of SONiA and CiNDY that have not been featured since Seed in the Sahara. The CD is 100% made in America Folk Music, and was number one for several months on the Folk DJ charts.

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Live at the Bottom Line - CD - SOLD OUT (download available)
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Live at the Bottom Line - CD - SOLD OUT (download available)

Contains 13 songs: 8 live from the sister duo and 5 studio songs with Susan Charnely on bass and Debbie Flood on drums. This CD is available for download on iTunes: https://itunes.apple.com/us/album/live-at-the-bottom-line/id203965381

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Echo My Call - CD (signed)
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Echo My Call - CD (signed)

Includes a download of the album Echo My Call
The very first CD by disappear fear. Echo My Call was the number one album of the year at Baltimore’s Towson University Radio WCVT. The song Vertigo about the incident at Chernobyl was also number on their DJ charts which Read more

The very first CD by disappear fear. Echo My Call was the number one album of the year at Baltimore’s Towson University Radio WCVT. The song Vertigo about the incident at Chernobyl was also number on their DJ charts which gave the band national/international buzz interest on and led to their first Publishing deal in London and New York with Carlin/Freedy Bienstock Publishing. SONiA sent a copy to the President Mikail Gorbachev commending his glasnost and peristroika world move and in turn the whole album became an undergound hit in the reformation of Russia.

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Blood, Bones & Baltimore - CD (unsigned)
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Blood, Bones & Baltimore - CD (unsigned)

Includes a download of the album Blood, Bones & Baltimore
Includes a download of Honey Money
The Blues-Americana CD by SONiA disappear fear recorded in Baltimore. Joining SONiA are wonderful musicians all from the Baltimore/Washington area: Laura Cerulli on percussion, Helen Hausmann on violin, Seth Kibel on sax, Read more

The Blues-Americana CD by SONiA disappear fear recorded in Baltimore. Joining SONiA are wonderful musicians all from the Baltimore/Washington area: Laura Cerulli on percussion, Helen Hausmann on violin, Seth Kibel on sax, clarinet and flute, Howard Markman on guitar, Michael Bowie on bass, with special appearances by Dylan Visvikis on piano and Cindy on vocals. 10 great tracks of all original new songs, except the long time favorite of fans, "Biggest, Baddest Heart" and Woody Guthrie’s "Worried Man Blues."

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Me, Too - CD (signed)
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Me, Too - CD (signed)

Me, Too was recorded in Baltimore as a joint venture between SONiA and multi-instrumentalist John Grant. Most of the instruments were played by SONiA and John with some help from Berklee College of Music Jazz genius Jane Read more

Me, Too was recorded in Baltimore as a joint venture between SONiA and multi-instrumentalist John Grant. Most of the instruments were played by SONiA and John with some help from Berklee College of Music Jazz genius Jane Miller and some fine background vocals from CiNDY. The title track was chosen to be on the HRC benefit CD to help the Human Rights Campaign.

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CD - SOLD OUT (download available)
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Recorded LiVE on a hot sweaty night at SONiA's favorite American music club, the Down Home in Eastern Tennessee. Joining SONiA for some fine African drumming is Michelle Treece. Song selection includes some of the most Read more

Recorded LiVE on a hot sweaty night at SONiA's favorite American music club, the Down Home in Eastern Tennessee. Joining SONiA for some fine African drumming is Michelle Treece. Song selection includes some of the most popular tunes of disappear fear, for example Fallin', Sink The Censorship, Sexual Telepathy, Be The One, Two Eggs Over Easy, and many more. This is raw and real...no fudging...just one real fun beer-slinging night.

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Get Your Phil - CD (signed)
  • Get Your Phil - CD (signed)

Get Your Phil - CD (signed)

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SONiA disappear fear peforming ten songs written by the late Phil Ochs. This CD presents the harmonizing vocals of SONiA and CiNDY that have not been featured since Seed in the Sahara. The CD is 100% made in America Folk Music, and was number one for several months on the Folk DJ charts.

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LiVE at MAXiMAL - Double Live CD (unsigned)
  • LiVE at MAXiMAL - Double Live CD (unsigned)

LiVE at MAXiMAL - Double Live CD (unsigned)

SONiA’s latest Double Live CD (2016). “LiVE at MAXiMAL” is from SONiA’s performance at a concert In Rodgau, Germany. 20 songs of "real and passionate bubbling up acoustic energy" (The Folk Beast). Grammy Contender for BEST FOLK ALBUM at 59th Grammy Awards, Feb 12, 2016.

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Blood, Bones & Baltimore - CD (signed)
  • Blood, Bones & Baltimore - CD (signed)

Blood, Bones & Baltimore - CD (signed)

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The Blues-Americana CD by SONiA disappear fear recorded in Baltimore. Joining SONiA are wonderful musicians all from the Baltimore/Washington area: Laura Cerulli on percussion, Helen Hausmann on violin, Seth Kibel on sax, Read more

The Blues-Americana CD by SONiA disappear fear recorded in Baltimore. Joining SONiA are wonderful musicians all from the Baltimore/Washington area: Laura Cerulli on percussion, Helen Hausmann on violin, Seth Kibel on sax, clarinet and flute, Howard Markman on guitar, Michael Bowie on bass, with special appearances by Dylan Visvikis on piano and Cindy on vocals. 10 great tracks of all original new songs, except the long time favorite of fans, "Biggest, Baddest Heart" and Woody Guthrie’s "Worried Man Blues."

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Broken Film - CD (signed)
  • Broken Film - CD (signed)

Broken Film - CD (signed)

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This is SONiA’s 17th CD, which was recorded in Nashville in December of 2012 with Mike Poole Keith Urband, (Johnny Cash) engineering and guitarist Don Conoscenti on lead guitar, Don Kerce (The Tommy Dorsey Band) on bass Read more

This is SONiA’s 17th CD, which was recorded in Nashville in December of 2012 with Mike Poole Keith Urband, (Johnny Cash) engineering and guitarist Don Conoscenti on lead guitar, Don Kerce (The Tommy Dorsey Band) on bass and drummer Brian Owings (Emmylou Harris). Also touring disappear band are percussionist / vocalist Laura Cerulli (from Mama’s Black Sheep), violinist Helen Hausmann and NYC vocalist Elaine Romanelli. Bringing it all together is Sound Engineer / Co-Producer Mike Poole (Keith Urban, John Prine, Robert Plant, Patty Griffin, Martina McBride, Johnny Cash). This is a Must Have for your SONiA disappear fear collection.

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Igor and the Lunatics - Vinyl (signed)
  • Igor and the Lunatics - Vinyl (signed)
  • Igor and the Lunatics - Vinyl (signed)

Igor and the Lunatics - Vinyl (signed)

Bloody Horror Film Soundtrack now available on colored vinyl! SONiA wrote and recorded the entire score. Janet Guerra and Diane (Bowman) Stepphens and Bill Monore with SONiA are the musicians. The film was the first feature film written and directed by Billy Parolini. (DVDs are available at Amazon.)

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tango - CD (signed)
  • tango - CD (signed)

tango - CD (signed)

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"tango" is SONiA disappear fear's dance with the World. Award-winning American-born singer/songwriter SONiA Rutstein composes 12 songs in Spanish, Hebrew, Arabic, and English creating a Latin-Middle Eastern folk-pop sound. Read more

"tango" is SONiA disappear fear's dance with the World. Award-winning American-born singer/songwriter SONiA Rutstein composes 12 songs in Spanish, Hebrew, Arabic, and English creating a Latin-Middle Eastern folk-pop sound. True to her lifelong cause of a world without fear, these songs weave political trials of love and romance next to heartfelt political ideologies. The songs combine the indigenous sounds of djembes, tin whistles, violins, and acoustic guitars, and resonate with the harmonies of disappear fear. Making guest appearances are Rabbi Elizabeth Bolton and members of the original disappear fear band. Lyrics are included in a colorful 24-page booklet written in all four languages and illustrated with SONiA's original paintings.

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